Old things are passed away

Attempting to get rid of
the old
to make way for the new...

Getting stuck in places
I haven't revisited
since before my late husband's suicidal death.

Becoming momentarily
paralyzed emotionally
as I find bits of pieces of paper with writings, musings and thoughts
that Rob had written
so many years ago...

I discover that
I don't think I will ever
stop missing
my dearest belated husband...
my heart is still
so broken for him...