I'll never see you again

My heart continues to break at the sadness, not understanding... All the understanding in this world cannot change what Rob has done... 

March 10th will be the third anniversary of Rob's suicide... I covet your prayers as this time draws near its course to this deeply tragic, traumatic event, that has redefined my life...

There are those who say
It's time to let you go 
Your voice fades
In the busy-ness of my day
Grief overwhelms physically
When I cannot remember
Your arms of love around me
Tears overflowing
Fighting, knowing,
I'll never see you again
Fragile with memories
Your life left behind
Drowning in these pools of pain

My Heavenly Father
He lifts my chin above water
He keeps the fire from consuming
His arms are here in the darkness
He holds me in his compassion
I am in his faithful grip
Fragile with memories
Your life left behind
Drowning in these pools of pain 
He catches my tears overflowing
Fighting, knowing
I'll never see you again

Kimberly Wallace @ February 12, 2015